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Repression...Depression...Isolation. by Miscellaneous123, literature

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Repression...Depression...Isolation.

It's a slow descent into madness. Deep Dark Dreary sadness It's the silent cry of the moon. A pain known to only those who've lived. It's the feeling of a loved one gone The searing pain of a final song The closing of a favorite book Knowing no one else will care to look. It's like a corner. A sad, lonely corner. And there lies a full grown man finally learning to call for help While his whole world disappears before his eyes. It's the winter when we long for spring. The hunter while the birds are trying to sing. It's a small space where we feel trapped But we are trapped together. If only you'd look lef

No One Left to Lose by Miscellaneous123, literature

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No One Left to Lose

Blocked from the world Shielded from the truth A billion mile sheet, Strong enough, Willing enough, To cover the mighty sun's raging beauty. It's dark now And she's wandering around Jumping at every sound, Trying to remain quiet So that they don't hear... ...Her desperate cries for help. She mustn't bother. It's been something mandatory For some time now. A young hero born into the arms of a broken kingdom, Must stand strong in the face of danger. They rely on her to keep a straight face, To not look left nor right To not show a single sign of weakness. But she can't help it. It's dark now. It was always inevitable. And now more

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A friend of whom I cannot remember, Has the voice of the silent wind Flying here and drifting there, For he will not be contained Smoke in a cage, he’ll rise through the bars, Being freed from such a harsh rule as ours A murder of the body and soul Was committed with triumph! Of the lonely howl of the wind Sung to a lowly child A woman without her husband, A friend without her friend, No one there to meet you to help you through the end! He’s tried many times to make his life like mine; And I have tried many times to hum him one last rhyme. For here and there a thought Without a friend to hold my hand; It strikes me odd

Wherever I may Roam by Miscellaneous123, literature

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Wherever I may Roam

On the road, Towards a world I once left alone On my own To return to a place that was once my home These years that had passed by While the wind let out its sorrowful cry Have been like a chill in the night That time could not sneak by. Just know, wherever I may roam You will be there in my heart No matter how far away from home You will never leave my mind And know that as time flies by Your love will never leave my eyes This long, dark path, Has led me astray, No one’s hand to hold, But that of my own Oh please, wake me up From this sorrowful dream! A foolish man’s walk My swim through an icy stream I hold my breath as

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This is the Time by Miscellaneous123, literature

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This is the Time

I open my eyes Looking around I see Nothing but an ocean of waste A desert of lies They told us Many years ago Of the dangers that resided beneath our feet The bugs destroy The animals will kill The plants get in the way Of our world They said we needed to chop To spray To release these helpful fumes into the air That they will rid of the pests! That they will make more room for us! We wonder why our world is getting so hot. As we continue to chop trees for more space We wonder… Why? The Earth is getting hotter We’re running out of time, And what used to be All our luxury, Our temporary sanctuary Is now a dry, dry worl

Silence by Miscellaneous123, literature

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Silence

I am attached to my emotions And my emotions, I’ll never let go Although they're never spoken through my mouth But rather through my mind An eternal silence shall rain upon me Such as you’ve given to all those Who have existed before my time! And my emotions Send messages to my mind Telling my mouth, to not say a thing I’m silent So quiet But raging inside A passionate fire burning up my mind Mixing up thoughts with visions in my head Visions that manipulate Try to convince me To wish to be dead A smile is a lie A laugh is a lie All you should know is I’m hurting inside! And the world has taped my mouth shut W

Sand Man by Miscellaneous123, literature

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Sand Man

I smile, Through the wasteland that's my world Through the hunger that's my heart Through the sorrow that's my mind Only to find, The sparkling water bright The golden desert's cry, Under the silver dagger's shine! I regret My lies My feelings I try To hide what's deep inside So you can't steal my pride. I shed, My old, old skin tonight Before my venom levels rise So that you can sleep tonight! Can't you feel, The pressure levels rise? As we slowly die, Trapped in each other's eyes. Mercy, Your life is what I hold That's more than you've been told. That's right, I shed my skin tonight My lies, no longer can I hide. Can't you hear

Ave Roma (Hail Rome Latin Version) by Miscellaneous123, literature

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Ave Roma (Hail Rome Latin Version)

Viribus Nativitas Romae, Conditoris fulsit, ad multos annos Per singulos dies, ad multos annos Per singulos menses. Crevit Roma et Floruit, Domuit et vincit Tempus regum, et reipublicae Et quoque imperii. Hostes, digmissimi timeri, timescebant Nam superare potestatem Rome Non poterant. Per caedam bellunque Cunctos, Victoria post victoriam; Roma elata est. Etiam post lapsum eorum, Historia adhuc vivit Spiritus vitarum Iacitur per oculos nostros Ita ut recitare possimus et videre Ave Roma, ad victoriam!

Hail Rome by Miscellaneous123, literature

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Hail Rome

The birth of Rome sparked with strength With the youth of its founder Through days into decades Through months into years Rome grew and it prospered It dominated and conquered Through the monarchy Republic And Empire too, More than worthy opponents Trembled with fear For even they could not condone The strength of Rome Through bloodshed and war They conquered it all Victory after victory Rome stood tall. Even after their fall Their legacy lives on The breath of their lives Shoots through our eyes Let’s us recite, and lets us see, Hail Rome! To victory!

Walk On by Miscellaneous123, literature

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Walk On

A cloak falling upon us, Such as the black clouds to cover the sky, Invisible masks for the wandering man And his motherless child One with the lies Alone on the road No destination Not a place to call home Not a friend to call my name! Oh, how foolish they were!! To believe others actually cared! To even THINK for a moment that someone was there With a shoulder to cry on, With a mind to create laughter With arms, to give a comforting embrace, Oh how cruel she was, finding new friends, to replace me. How ROTTEN she was to demand the inconceivable. How rude she was, to want but never give. How stupid he was, to abandon me with strangers.

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

Oct 15
United States
Deviant for 12 years
She / Her

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She/Her. 24 yrs old. English Professor

Love to write, love to play video games. All my high school angst resides in these walls so enjoy (I know I will).

Update: I am nearly 25 and no longer enjoying rereading through my teen angst.

This account is dead but it's fun to come back every few years and update my bio to see how things have changed. Spoiler alert: I'm just old now

Current Residence: US

deviantWEAR sizing preference: Medium (?)

Favourite genre of music: Rock, Metal

Favourite style of art: I like all types

Operating System: 11 years later and I finally know what this means. I use Microsoft.

MP3 player of choice: This is a dated question. It's funny how MP3 players died out.

Shell of choice:

Favourite cartoon character: Steven Universe

Personal Quote: "Welcome to the club! I have your party hat and congratulatory cookie waiting for you."

also "Romeo, art thou mad?"

"Mamillius, art thou my boy?"

and if you'd like to know more about me, check out these terribly organized stamps!

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Favourite Visual Artist

Don't have one

Favourite Movies

My Big Fat Greek Wedding

Favourite TV Shows

Brooklyn Nine Nine

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Lacuna Coil, Metallica, U2

Favourite Books

Too many to list.

Favourite Writers

Daniel Handler, Alison Bechdel, William Shakespeare

Favourite Games

Psychonauts

Favourite Gaming Platform

Ps 4

Tools of the Trade

A long metal rod

Other Interests

writing, reading, running, sitting in front of my computer trying to write an essay but ending up on this dusty old site instead

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May 17, 2015

Am I Talking to Myself?

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Basically, man. Damn :( ~allaloneplz (https://www.deviantart.com/allaloneplz) So, hey there guys, (or just me considering you guys don't see these things, nor do you care) I know I haven't been on lately, but I haven't had the time, considering lately I've been developing a life on the outside. I remember a couple months ago freaking out about growing up, and now I've overcome that first step and I'm preparing myself for graduation and in the very near future, college. I've already decided where I'm going, and it's, again, nonyabusiness. I can't believe they have a whole school system set up! It's crazy!!! I can say though because I really don't care, my brother is going

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Miscellaneous123

Jan 14, 2015

Hello, Sweeties.

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WOW It's been a good six months since I've last written a journal entry!!! I just wanted to let you all know that I am indeed still alive!!! So just a quick update of my life -I'm now a senior in High School. I've applied to all my colleges already and I'm awaiting answers -I'm in a band called Now and Then, to which I am rhythm guitarist - I got really into Doctor Who in the last few months - I got a new Guitar - and I'm going nuts :D Also I have a fever because why not XD I stood home from school today because I'm still sick. And I'm going back to school tomorrow to face my first (AND ONLY) midterm of the year!!! Now, I'd like to

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Jun 12, 2014

Just a Little Update

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Hey guys!! Wow, it's been a hell of a long time since I've really been on here for an extended amount of time. And also since I've made a journal!! Sorry, but I've been so occupied with APUSH and Physics and the rest of the sugarhill gang that I haven't really had much time to write or take pictures. But here's a quick update on what's going on; It's finals (Two) weeks!! And I've been more calm than I usually am during finals. I have a trip with my junior class this Friday, which is to an amusement park!! Fun fun!!! I went to go see Maleficant on Sunday with my mom for her birthday, and the movie was on the border of awesome and terrible